NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

I HATE YOU DAD!!

i hate you dad 

more than before coz 

you weren't there

and for that i hate you more

 

met in february

it was going okay

you had a game

that i didnt want to play

 

you broke my heart

and broke my soul

and now theres nothing left

but a big black hole

 

where my heart used to be

cause you fucking ripped it apart

you told me to die and called me names

you stupid old fart

 

and i hate you dad

16 years you were gone

always blamed my mother

told her she never belonged

 

youre a drunken bastard

and a complete fool

and i hate you so

stop using me like im a fucking tool

 

im out your life now

done and fucking dusted

whats another 16 years eh?

face it "dad" you got busted!!!

Comments6

  • willyweed

    well expressed but a sad situation

  • Saima

    Well you seem like amazing person and a wonderful poet, he doesn't deserve to know you x

  • FredPeyer

    Rachel, as a dad I feel for you, feel your hurt and your anger. You write so well, the feelings practically leap off the page. From your writing I perceive you as a strong and smart woman. I know it sounds cliche, easy to say, maybe unnecessary, but sometimes there is nothing else we can do but to forgive, forget, and move on. Otherwise the hatred and hurt will destroy your own life. I do hope you will have good people come into your life to give you love and understanding.

  • Bibbeck

    Rachel, I so totally agree with Fred! Easy for me to say as I had my Dad. However, I still spent many years 'hating' him because of his strictness and lacking show of love - because I loved him so much. They're too sides of the same coin. I carried the feeling with me for many years until I realised that I was holding myself back and was the only one destroying my life through bitterness. Be annoyed with him not being there, but look beyond that and how you've got through and become such a wonderful and talented person without him. I believe that you are strong enough to let it go and make a great life for yourself.

    • NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

      my dad left when i was a baby and ive only just got back in touch with him and the fact he betrayed me hurts to much

    • ShannonXx

      Very emotional piece! But loved the way you expressed it

    • burning-embers

      Strong stuff and good for you too! You are obviously worth better, much better. There's a blessing in this though - you haven't had to grow up with an ogre of a father ruining your every day. So hey-ho could have been worse. Smile and think about tomorrow. Good writing by the way. (afterthought, i left home age 15 because of misery, its told in some of my stuff published earlier this month, mssg me if you'd like to know which pieces).



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