Faithfully

There is nothing more beautiful then a baby's smile deep with dimples, a wonderful infectious laughter that vibrates currents of ripples through heaven.

I cried the very night my first daughter was born, I was torn to pieces, years of compressed guilt had built upon my shoulders.

Heavenly weighing upon my fragile mind, driving me to the brinks of total blackout moments. 

Tainted with a darker reminder of the addiction to PORN......That I had over came a few years prior to her birth, It gave me chills @ first because of the hurt so many women suffered.

I never ever gave anykind of value to self worth in this disease coast me everything, just for me to find a little piece on earth.

Although I am satisfied with my current situation today, what about tomorrow?...And am I mentally or will I survive a storm in the hot summer time, with all this nice ass around walking pass me half naked.

I am 100% sure this will never effect my mental state, after all this beautiful 💘 love ...That I share with my baby, that precious smile she shares with me makes me appreciate love faithfully.