Within

Not once did I realise

How weights were hanging from my eyes

Aches across my chest

Pounding on it because I did what I do best

I'm sorry for failing

And that I keep wailing

A  fistful of sadness 

I can no longer handle this 

My aggressive behavior has to stop

The pain in their eyes make my heart drop

What have I done? I always ask

 Fucked up again just like the past

Continuing a pattern that needs to leave

Blocking out shit and sadness while im drawing some trees

What I do best fuck shit up and forget how to stay

Leave a path that may now decay

Growing older with nowhere to lay

Can't look up to God because I can no longer pray.