It Kills Me.. Poem, by Florina F.G.B, at My poetic side

You always yell at me and make me sad..

But the day before you told me that I was the best youd ever have..

I talk amongst myself because it hurts, But you think I talk amongst myself to make you mad..

You read me so wrong

when all I wanted was a kiss, or a hug,

For you to just lay next to me...

Or all of the above;

But shame on me because no matter how much I love,

You just make it feel like I'll never be enough..

If you ask me

A real man would always make his lady feel wanted.

But you can't do that for me!

You'd rather ignore my feelings and act so carefree as you lay back and watch me rip my hair out as I completely go crazy..

Lately all you make me feel is invisible..

(Is it maybe that if I was prettier I'd be visible?)

But you tell me that that's not the case..

But I cant help but to get such worthless thoughts as my mind begins to race..

You call me manipulative and fake but how do you that as you look at me in the face..?

I can swear on everything thats not me!!

Youre so mistaken and take me so wrongly...

It hurts that I'd still do for you,

Whatever it takes,

I still love you so much when inside my heart only aches..

-f.b

Aug 23 2017

Comments +

Tony36 August 23rd, 2017 11:04
Well written and expressed
- Florina77August 25th, 2017 00:01
  Thank you 🙂
- Tony36August 28th, 2017 10:18
  Welcome
docstorm August 23rd, 2017 12:52
Sounds as though you're not in a good place at the moment. I hope things resolve for the better.
lasergraph August 23rd, 2017 12:58
It is sad that our greatest writing comes from our darkest periods emotionally. You expressed it well but I have hopes of an improved situation.
- Florina77August 25th, 2017 00:02
  So very true. Thank you much 🌹 and i really do too.. 💔
FredPeyer August 25th, 2017 02:09
So well written, with so much emotion, Florina. You are a good writer. As far as your love life is concerned, I am not so sure if you should keep on running after that guy. Take it from an old guy, if it is not meant to be, it is not meant to be. Cut your losses and move on!
- Florina77August 25th, 2017 06:58
  Thank you very much 💜🌹
  We'll see about that....time will take its toll...

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It Kills Me..