The wait
My fate
I’ve never wanted anything so bad
Not to the point were it makes me sad
Just waiting for an answer makes me sick
Praying they’ll say yes. Now that’s my fix
Biting my tongue I try not to cry
If I’m rejected I think that ill die
I’ve never cared like this before
I can tell as this is poisoning me right to the core
I’m willing to do anything
I’m just hanging by a string
There is a pit in my stomach
The kind I get when I’m in public
That heart failing feeling
Lucky my smile is concealing
I sit by my phone calling and calling
I don’t know why but time is stalling
And I’m in such a rush
Why are they keeping it all hush
So much stress and anxiety
Its abnormal for me to give a fuck about society
My hearts racing every time I close my eyes I feel it jump
Heart beats with a thump
I’m on the edge I feel so displaced
Wow what a waste
So this is what normal feels like
Cut at just the tip of the spike
My brain is scattered
Everyone else chases me I’m not flattered
But I cant think like this
I’m literally in an abyss
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Author:
M.M (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 29th, 2017 09:32
- Comment from author about the poem: i know its not my best work. but writing usually helps even though i can't think straight waiting for this.
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Comments2
I have no clue what you are waiting for, but the writing is incredible. Very real, so now I am waiting too. For what?
Thank you so much , and too see if I got my place in college , I've got no email and times running out 🙁
Yes, this is pretty important, I can see that. But you know what, just from the way you write, I absolutely know you will make it in life, no matter what!!!!
The unwanted rush of anxiety brought on by the useless thought of anticipation for something you want so bad it feels like a need. That pain strikes you at your core. Excellent work.
Thank you!!
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