How long?

Jodie

How long will this last? I am finally happy

but for how long?, Everything will just fall apart  

I know it will it always does!

it's like someone, something is lifting me up and pulling me down so hard till I crack

Even though I feel happy, there apart of me that is scared

I'm smiling but it doesn't feel real

It's like the sun is shining but it's raining at the same time 

Like someone is stabbing me but I carry on day to day

When will it all end for me? will I ever not be scared?

Is this all I have going for me?

Will I ever just be happy?

Or is this it?

 

 

  • Author: Jodie (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 24th, 2017 05:02
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Noah

    Ah, happiness. The grandest illusion. Where there is darkness, light will always be corrupted. Where there is doubt, so will certainty.



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