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I never realized how much pain I was in until I felt the blade finally break skin

I never felt more pain in my life

A small stream of blood ran down my arm

I was sad 

Sad but no tears were falling

Not even a drop of salty sadness fell from my eye

This pain was different

It wasn't the cut that was paining me

It was the ache in my  heart

The disappointment I felt in the crevice of my soul

Stabbing me over and over again

I was falling apart

I had fallen apart

Feeling nothing but..... loneliness, sadness, and nothingness

A lump in my throat

A pounding in my chest

Once again the relief I felt when the blade ran across my wrists

  • Author: blank4 (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 7th, 2017 00:15
  • Comment from author about the poem: trigger warning
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 20
  • Users favorite of this poem: marielababy
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  • marielababy

    This is beautiful yet painful , I know exactly what this situation feels like , and it could have never been described better , thank you for writing this , it's amazing!

    • blank4

      Thank you for relating

    • Poetic Dan

      Dam, was not ready to be that young again. Your words are so soulful and raw, whatever you do, you should know that it's powerful!
      I hope your journey starts getting easier from now on.

      • blank4

        once again thanks for your input !!!



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