I never realized how much pain I was in until I felt the blade finally break skin
I never felt more pain in my life
A small stream of blood ran down my arm
I was sad
Sad but no tears were falling
Not even a drop of salty sadness fell from my eye
This pain was different
It wasn't the cut that was paining me
It was the ache in my heart
The disappointment I felt in the crevice of my soul
Stabbing me over and over again
I was falling apart
I had fallen apart
Feeling nothing but..... loneliness, sadness, and nothingness
A lump in my throat
A pounding in my chest
Once again the relief I felt when the blade ran across my wrists
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- Comment from author about the poem: trigger warning
- Category: Reflection
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Comments2
This is beautiful yet painful , I know exactly what this situation feels like , and it could have never been described better , thank you for writing this , it's amazing!
Thank you for relating
Dam, was not ready to be that young again. Your words are so soulful and raw, whatever you do, you should know that it's powerful!
I hope your journey starts getting easier from now on.
once again thanks for your input !!!
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