Dad?

Why do you occupy my mind?

I can't make head nor tail,

As much as I try to hate you,

I miserably fail,

If I had met you through a friend,

You wouldn't be my mate,

In fact in all honesty ,

You don't deserve my hate?

I have so many questions,

That I need answers to,

But could I trust you to be honest ?

As I'm being with you,

Why did you pick your hands up? 

Then swear they were by your side ?

When I saw your violent acts,

With my own two eyes,

Do you ever think of me?

As I often think of you,

Wonder how much damage you have done to me?

You don't have a fucking clue?

Do you remember to us?

What you use to say?

Shut up ,leave me alone or just go away,

There will come a time you need us,

It might not be today,

But the time will come,

Mark my words,

But you'll be old and grey