Ive Changed

its strange how i was the person that once cared too much,

but now i dont care at all.

it takes alot for me to give up...

and you were one of the first few to ever witness it.

you finally moved over 3600 miles away,

and for the first time i didnt care...

for the first time you didnt break my heart,

because i have finally given up,

and i finally let you go.

i didnt know what you were expecting for me to say and feel this time.

but it looks like your expectations were crushed.

i didnt know what you wanted from me this time.

but i know you werent expecting me to finally give up.

but the thing is i wasnt even expecting to give up.

i said i was done playing this game,

but you were still trying to win.

when you said that when you get on that plane that your not coming back...

the thing is...

nothing inside me broke...

because theres nothing left in my chest to break.

theres nothing there.

its all already broken.

once you hit rock bottom of a broken heart...

you can never recover from what you have seen.

ive changed...

i know ive said this a million times but,

this time is different...

im not myself anymore...