I.
Feel.
So.
Alone.
On my own.
Guided by spirit…
That tells me…
I am never alone.
Voices.
In my head.
Direct line to the heights.
You can call me crazy.
And I could call you lazy.
But I’m not gonna do that.
Cause in you, I see…
Me.
Can’t disrespect; you just don’t see the possibilities.
Don’t look down on; you just need to tap into your higher abilities.
After much inner work, I heard God.
I fell down the rabbit hole.
Woke up in psych ward.
Amphetamine induced psychosis.
Basically, I lost all focus.
And I lost that life.
I lost…
Myself.
Death of the ego.
I thought I was this woman.
That man.
Or that child.
A baby, waiting to be born.
An entire continent.
I thought I was love.
I thought I was peace.
Intangible things.
Epitome.
I had to wade through the water of everything else…
Searching until I again found myself.
And in so doing…
I found I was all those things.
I found I was everything.
And everything is just a mirror.
To show you…
You.
Forget good or bad.
Forget the duality.
In fact, forget everything that you think is your reality.
Whoops, gone and said too much again.
I’m pretty sure I just lost ya.
No worries.
No love lost.
I just hope there was something I taught ya.
Like…
You are me.
I am you.
We are God.
Do you see…
Me…
Now?
- Author: erica kilbourn ( Offline)
- Published: October 11th, 2017 11:20
- Comment from author about the poem: I went through some dark days leading up to my awakening. This poem is a brief summary of that part of my journey.
- Category: Reflection
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