Shattered

It's a matter of time before my bomb explodes in me.

My heart is ticking day by day, hour by hour.

Maybe I do get the love I'm supposed to have but why don't I feel it?

I'm drained and lost.

I don't feel anything anymore.

It's almost as if I'm under anesthesia.

My body is numb.

Maybe it's all just a bad nightmare that I'm trying to wake up from

and that's why I don't feel it...

hopefully if I close my eyes,

I'll wake up from this nightmare and be free, I tell myself...

but how..

how can I wake up from a nightmare if I can't even fall asleep..

I've crumbled myself into pieces

and don't know how to put myself back together.

I'm broken.

I'm shattered.