she_was_torture

Feelings in Twilight



You filled my heart, made it whole. Poured joy into me like it was never going to run out. Then you ripped it out. Tore at it like a wild animal and made me watch. Then silence- that's all I could hear was silence. No heartbeat, no tears, no laughter- just endless silence.

Haven't stopped yet, but haven't gotten to the end. Stuck in the middle like I was being held in place by destiny. Constantly changing, but never terminating- my feelings are overflowing. Sometimes I fell happy that you did what you did, and other times I'm so mad and upset I want to quit. Quit everything- start over, but you hold my attention like a deer watching a hunter. Never fully turning away, but always cautious of what will happen next.

So what will happen? Will it be the end? or Will it be the start of the beginning? 

Waiting...... and waiting for what's to come. 



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