No Recognition

your not sorry,

i bet you never were.

but you dont care if i die though right?

its only me,

i only care right?

i always end up caring and you dont right?

i was always there for you,

but recently i havent because you havent been there for me.

and im sick of never getting appreciated for what i fucking do for other people.

i do so much,

but no one realizes it.

no one notices of how much of a good person i am.

no one appreciates me.

i pushed everyone away because i gave up on myself.

no one understands.

i get no recognition...

im always there for everyone,

but no one is for me when i need it most.

and i thought you were going to be that friend...

but nothing changed.

no one knows how much i do for other people.

and when im not in school...

...no one notices.

if i were to die tonight...

...no one would realize it.

no one ever asks about me anymore,

...they never did.

would the world really be that different without me?