Xavier you are my reason

Spyrolove

Months go by, the baby grows 

I feel him move more and more

Is it normal for me to feel like he chose his name already?

Even though he is not born?

Xavier I feel like he picked even though I love the name Axel.

I hope the father takes care of him and raises an amazing man

because I no longer have will to live, for many times I asked to die.

more and more as months go by. 

Selfish I know, but while everyone else lives their lives with their friends .

there is me, all alone.. crying in the corner as everyone else lives

I'm fading away, emotionally and mentally, I don't matter.

Nothing I feel matters, what I think is irrelevant.

I am ugly and stupid, as I am told over and over.. They say its a joke..

Does not feel like it...

I continue for my son because he is the only reason to live, but god he deserves more

Please let me fade away?

  • Author: Spyrolove (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 21st, 2017 22:43
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 11
Get a free collection of Classic Poetry ↓

Receive the ebook in seconds 50 poems from 50 different authors


Comments +

Comments1

  • Laura🌻

    Sad write...but I’m glad you wrote it!
    Don’t give up no matter what anyone says.
    You need to live for your son and yourself!
    The years will go by very fast. You’ll look back and you’ll thank the day you decided to live along with your son! You will raise him and teach him and love him. There’s nothing better than a mother’s love for her child!
    I like the name Xavier!

    • Spyrolove

      Thank you so much and that is what I am definitely hoping for



    To be able to comment and rate this poem, you must be registered. Register here or if you are already registered, login here.