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Angell

Do I find it so hard

When I know in my heart 

Im letting you down everyday

Letting you down everyday 

Why do I keep on running away?

 

Look, I apologize, for the side of me 

you didn't want to see 

a side I didn't even know existed 

wasn't my intention 

It took me long to realize with my own eyes 

I don't deserve you 

I hassled you out here 

expected for you to always listen 

then I realized I didn't 

we talked hours on the phone 

how many times did I not storm 

when you poured rain 

now im like pick up the phone 

I told you "don't ignore me, be mine still?"

that was my brighter side again 

born steady 

you matured faster than me 

I wasn't ready 

so I apologize 

I've seen the innocence 

leave your eyes 

a front row seat to witness 

didn't even pay my ticket 

I forgot something once again 

but it eventually came with a cost 

I apologize 

for all the females I toyed with 

when I was unstable 

Momma and you gave me the blessing 

to step in your shoes 

different size but the perspective

fits the mind

women are a blessing 

I apologize 

cause at your worst 

you are still love 

and because I fall back when I say 

what im about

your eyes left with your feelings

that your body once housed 

and you stare away 

onto your phone 

thinking about my mistakes 

what a price I had to pay  

 

I should've treat you 

I'm never going to treat you 

  • Author: Angell (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 23rd, 2017 09:12
  • Comment from author about the poem: Just a spoken word poem for a past lost love.
  • Category: Love
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