EVEN IF I WIN I LOSE

mindysueh

The war inside my head is never ending.  It is terrifying to argue with my own self.  Even if I win, I still lose.  Some days I feel as though I could truly fly.  Other days I can barely force myself to move.  I just want to be somebody else.  I see smiling faces and, of course, I mimic them hoping they cannot see the haze in my eyes.

  • Author: mindysueh (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 27th, 2017 13:09
  • Comment from author about the poem: I deal with bipolar depression and sometimes it tears me apart.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 69
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  • orchidee

    I wish it was - Even if I lose I win - for you!

    • mindysueh

      Thank you! I wish it was too! but there cannot be optimism without pessimism. (:(

      • orchidee

        Thanks M. And yet I'm not a believer in the idea of there has to be darkness for the light to show up. Have a half-full glass, not a half-empty one! yet it's a real condition, I know. I mean, I know from what I've heard, not personal experience (thankfully?).

        • mindysueh

          It is a real condition and i'm happy that you don't have to deal with it, but you still acknowledge it as so. Thank you for your insight!!!! (:(



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