My life

How did i get here

Why is this happening

My life seems to just come crashing

Everything up to this moment has been a catastrophe

Everything seems to burn up in flames around me

Noone i can turn to noone i can count on

The one true person im not supposed to rely on

Why does something wrong have to feel so right

Nothing you do can change and make it worth the fight

I dont want to fake it til i make it

Noone can see that everyday im breakin 

So many thoughts i cant get a break from it

Ive been thru hell and back 

There aint no erasing that 

There are times i just want to give in and fly

But i try to hold on even though im living a lie.