Eternity lost

I have spent eternity

Lost in this hand

Depriving myself of sleep

But I can't find myself a place to rest my weary head

Can it just be the last day?

I just fantasize of death kissing my cheek

But I am still living in this dreadful place

My throat so dry, unable to speak 

Parched, 

The life stream left me long ago

Drained of all life

The skyline is always a mat gray

I always loved grey days

But this one

Never changes

Never pushes forward

Until

You walk in the room

Which to me was such a mystery

I hadnt seen life in a aeon

Once the yellow bird flew far away

I saw color

Crystal blue, that shined a flawless stream

I was entranced

Almost turned me into a dance

My curiosity most certainly got the best of me

For just a moment

As despondency took over 

I studied the sturcture of your face

How your eyebrows flexed with each expression

Our lips, and how they curled on every smile

The dimples that were so distracting

The voice that held no gloom

I didn't catch the sky beginning to change

But to in love with choas

All that I knew

I took a dirastic measure

I realized you had ravishing words on the tip of your tongue

That I vicouriously wanted for myself

I decived

Stertching my hand, softly caressing your face

No doubt in your mind, never once crossed decpetion

My lips pressed onto yours

So sweetly they taste

Like raw honey, with a hint of lavendeer

I almost paused
But obession took its place

My tongue violently shot in your mouth

Taking What I so Desperately Desired

Stealing the bewitching stories inside

Leaving you, to whom I once was

Abandoning you in the gray skyline