Never Again (2008)

Syd

A handful of E's we took

24 hours later I'm looking pale

My mind is in the doldrums

No wind in my sail

If only I had the strength to be normal

Stick with only alcohol through the night

Now I'm stuck in limbo

No end in sight

In a bid of desperation, to lift the mood we tick some coke

If there's a God looking down he's playing a good fucking joke

Never again! I've had enough! No more days of partying wild

My head feels like a rubicks cube in the hands of an autistic child

But in the end who makes the choices?

I've only myself to blame

If it wasn't for the Valium I would have long gone insane

I'm going to stop writing this shit

All my poems sound the same

In reality I'm really happy, I just want to pass go and finish the game

All this might sound suicidal, but far from that I am

Just the comedown blues I'm feeling

Where the fuck's that valium?

Bad life choices lead me here

But I suppose I can't complain 

I could do with something stonger to take away the pain

 

  • Author: Syd (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 1st, 2017 11:39
  • Comment from author about the poem: This is one of my earliest poems. I'm not like this anymore. *tick* is slang for getting things on credit.
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 27
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  • Syd

    Cheers Tepo. Yeah the Rubicks cube line has always been one of my favourites. I know what you mean as regards to filling. This is one of my oldest ones but since MPS only lets you upload one a day, I'm slowly uploading my back catalogue.

    Glad you like it. Thanks for reading and leaving feedback - Syd



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