Signs of Depression

Loud cries, red eyes hidden in the darkest nights

The signs of depression seem to come to the light

To ashamed to cry, to afraid to feel

Cause being in love was once my biggest fears

To scared to fall, to fall I could never do

But my depression never seem to keep me from loving you

Such a relief off my heart

Such a love I never obtained

The love stuck to me, took ahold of my brain

Sometimes I couldn’t speak

I just wish I could explain

It was either let go of you or go insane

I chose to hold on, I chose to continue my love

But not purposely but my heart wouldn’t let me detach

My heart wouldn’t let you hurt alone

So tell me am I crazy or am I scared to leave you alone

The signs of depression, the signs they never seen

I’m blind to love, only to fall in my dreams