I will never.
I will not.
I wont bother.
on the bottom rung of the ladder
ready to climb again.
on the second, then the third, the forth.
back on top again.
seeing the light.
and then being thrown off.
Plummeting.
back down to the bottom.
waiting for that last fall.
only met with pain.
wanting it to stop.
knowing its not getting better.
If I get up, i'll have to climb again.
knowing that I might not even get to the top before
toppling.
knowing that if I get to the top, Ill get thrown off again
I wont bother
i wont bother
I.
Wont.
Bother.
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Author:
DareishDopple (
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- Comment from author about the poem: If you dont wish to hear triggering topics, please dont read... Recently and as of now I am dealing with suicidal thoughts. a couple of days ago I was talked out of taking a whole bottle of Tylenol by a police officer. before he got me to give him the bottle, he asked me why I was wanting to do this. Proceded to tell him "Im sick of climbing up to the top only to be kicked down.". I told him my life was like one continueos ladder climb. and there was no point in climbing it again. still hard not to feal that way now, and frankly, im starting to regret climbing it again.
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