Bpd daughter

Kat1

I'm misunderstood, but that's how it goes

Living with this, blow after blow

You've never believed me, since I was young

Just bad in your eyes, but you've got it wrong

 

I don't feel like you, or see the world as you do

I don't act the same, although I really want to

The pain that I feel, the ups and the downs

Everything in between, change a smile to a frown

 

I'm not what you say I am, I'm just not like that

But you'll never agree, coz on my face I fall flat

But that don't make you right, makes you wronger than ever

If you did understand, you'd not believe what I've suffered

 

Totally vulnerable, have been misused and abused

Since I was innocent, I still sung the blues

Every wrong that could've been done to me

Has been done many times and with your approval it seems

 

Its not going to end, you hate the ways I have coped

If you suffered a day of it, you'd no your sadness a joke

You never loved me, that much I am sure

If you cared just a bit, my illness you'd not ignore

 

You've won in this life time, haven't they all

But if there's a next one, you're all gonna fall

Wonder if I'll be the one, to break bones and neglect 

And you'll be the ones with tragic lives you regret

 

Coz you've totally ruined me in a world of unjust

Now not even you in this hell can I trust

  • Author: Kat1 (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 10th, 2017 04:14
  • Comment from author about the poem: To all the haters out there, here's a thought, JUST DON'T READ MY POEMS!!!! To everyone else it's just another poem. Am not writing them in any order or order of best first etc. They are most recent so have similar themes but I have more I will go onto after. As always it is what it is. Just feelings and thoughts. Nothing more
  • Category: Family
  • Views: 32
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Comments3

  • Saint Sinner

    Wow, that was really powerful.

    • Kat1

      Thank you for reading. Appreciated

      • Saint Sinner

        You're welcome.

      • Synesthesia

        Hi Kat,

        Really enjoyed this, again, and the extra comment: it really is that simple - if you need to vent, find an outlet that doesn’t need to bring someone else down!

        It’s strange the way we can respond to others emotionally.

        I love your ending, it’s really strong!

        Can I offer some feedback?

        • Kat1

          Yeah Def can offer feed back. I can't really change my style coz it comes in an instance but happy to hear what you think x

        • Endlessly

          Family = immeasurable happiness and pain sometimes all at once



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