ISSA RAP

In love with drugs that make me feel

 unapologetically abusin’ my dose

like I can’t just kiss you once

gotta eat the whole bag of chips

no self-control when I’m in my feels

got a band-aid on

but I’ll never heal

enjoy the “now”

accept the “later”

self-regulatin’ my patience

cigar in my mouth

whiskey in my glass

let the smoke clear

been few years since we’ve been here

one too many things been clicking in your brain

when all I hear is the clicking of my pen

its not a call for help

I’m writing these thoughts for myself

cuh’ when I needed you the most

you were off in love

pawned me off to a notebook

“you can reach me through here”

time lapse

still writing 

FOH

these rhymes are mine, 

called you once

ain’t picked up 

been alone all these years

I don’t see any fears

the “gayness” was scared out of us 

said, “that's what you think

*wink*”

silent period

but my thoughts on LOUD 

crystal clear

why you think I say I fuck with myself?

sexiest lips I’ve ever had are my own

bite em down 

touch myself

*moan*