Piece of my heart!

I know how much you hate me for how much i screwed up so much.

So much that I even know you shouldn't not hate me.

For what i did was worth hating me for.

Now I know i did not only break your heart but mine as well.

But still i hold you dear an hope that one day you will not still hate me so.

I wait in pain doing anything to mask it, just wishing that i never had done it the way it happened.

For me I still love you an always will, never to forget you or the things you taught me.

But in that time I did not learn the one thing i should have how to truly love you an take care of what i should.

Yet now in the time that I have not had you I  wish only that i did.

For there is not a day that passes without you or your child in my mind.

Yet I feel there is never a chance for me to be in your life again this much I have excepted.

Be it fate or just life it still pains me to think about it every night.

For you an your child will always be a Piece of my Heart.