It’s always Dark

A whirlpool of feeling,
A mountain of doubt,
Stay in your cave so they don’t hear you shout,
Dark and alone with no one to give,
Telling yourself it’s the one way to live
Your screams never vocal,
You heart always clenched, 
If i could make them, with tears i’d be drenched
I want to be open, find love like the rest,
But fear holds me back from finding your nest
I look strong from the face
But don’t dare venture in,
where the emptiness swallows even closest of kin,
It seems only one can quench this deep thirst,
But to find her, I must leave my cave first.