help!!

syddie

help!

I know it's going to end. How? What terrible thing is going to happen?

how will i react? Will I run to my room and cry? I hope it's not hard.

I hope it's fairly easy. I hope i won't cry. Im tired of this happening, specially before my eyes.

They are all fake and i need to let go. When they make fun of me i act like it doesn't hurt

but it really does. I'm unique and creative in a way. I just have not shown it.

My thoughts stop me before i try, they keep me busy, and stop me from listening.

Yes, i cry a lot but its all because of my thoughts. Im not a cry baby. I give myself pain I

think I deserve even if I don't. im trying to get stronger. i need help but i cant get it. 

I need to say something but I'm stopped. they closed my mouth. They say no. I want

to speak I'm screaming loudly can't you hear me? Please please please help.

 

  • Author: syddie (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 8th, 2018 09:41
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • here

    I hear you. What you said, 'I'm unique and creative in a way. I just have not shown it.' is key! May be the people on your doorstep don't see you but the world is big! People will recognize, like you do, that you have something positive to give. Don't let small minded people affect tomorrow even if they affect your present.

    • syddie

      thx. your reply means alot to me. Its been a tough year in 2017 . its still tough.

      • here

        I hope the only way is up! I hope your circumstances can change. There is room for every one.

      • draculazy

        I've felt this before...good work!!

        • syddie

          thx

        • FredPeyer

          Welcome to MPS, syddie. We are hearing your cry for help and many of us have gone through the same. 'here' is right, you are unique and you are creative, your poem shows that. Be proud of yourself. Here you can express yourself without fear. We don't judge. Everybody is accepted the way they are. Keep on writing and keep on posting! 🙂

          • syddie

            THX.



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