Renzi

Wednesday 10th

'Wednesday wednesday
So good to me
It was all
I hoped it would be'

I sang as i headed to therapy.

I had many rants, a little small cry
My increase in BP i couldn't deny

I talked about my home leave from hospital time
Christmas, New years, Turning 29

The entire appointment i sat shitting myself
Unfortunately i've had a blip in my home leave health

Writing and fighting, struggle with food
This fustrating unpredictable mood

Ups and downs, perhaps a happy act
Cause i'm avoiding alot and that's a fact

My Beccas been here, being a rock through the struggle
Oh she's seen it all, and been there for a snuggle

But a sigh of relief as i walk out free
Sister Janice and Becca waiting for me

And now i really need to fucking try
Because i want to live, i don't want to die
 
Day by day, hour by bloody hour
Home, plan, focus, fight, willpower

I'll pray to the stars, that okay i'll be
Wednesday wednesday so good to me.

Comments2

  • Goldfinch60

    Such a positive write and I am sending you more positive vibes, keep fighting Renzi.
    Writing is the way forward as in writing you move into a different world and while you are in that world the troubles can be forgotten and may be start healing themselves.

    May you God be with you.

  • FredPeyer

    Renzi, just hearing from you makes my day!
    I have a terrible cough and was feeling sorry for myself....stupid!
    You made me realize how lucky I am.
    In that picture you look incredibly determined, your eyes inviting the viewer to challenge your willpower. I know it is there! You'll make it!
    Anybody with green fingernails will succeed in anything they try!!! (It's the law!) :-)



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