Hey ho

Today I had to give you up

At least for now

To stop the pain of wondering

And keep my mind from wandering

Today I had to give you control

To choose yourself

The backbone has always been there

To stick around it isn't fair

But I will wait

And I will hate

Every second you're away

And I will cry

But oh I'll try

To keep the fear and hurt at bay

I will always love you

Always be here

But loving you it hurts too much

When your heart is still not mine to touch

I know you want me

And here I am

Just waiting for that moment when

Our story it can start again

And oh this pain

If there's no gain

I don't think I could love again

Because it's you

It's ONLY you

That makes me feel my mind is sane

So should I beg for you to hurt

Should I when I know what's at stake

Do I ask you to do this part

Pretending it's not what I want, is fake.

Once our hearts made love

That was it for me

I decided it was you I need

Yes need, for eternity.