I want this empty feeling to go away, it's constant.
My life has changed so much, for better or worse
I still feel despondent.
I am grateful for what I have
but it's hard getting up in the morning,
You say I am depressing,
these feeling come without warning.
I do things to keep my mind off things,
but when I am not with you I wonder.
Why anyone would love someone,
whose broken.. it makes me ponder.
And when I start to over react,
that is when my mind breaks down..
and I have a panic attack.
If I am quiet that's when I am best,
because when I chat shit I cannot rest,
I go without sleep, which makes me worse
and this is when you start to wonder,
is this relationship is a blessing or a curse.
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Billie-Jade Locke (Pseudonym) (
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you expressed this well , its not about what we have or do not have , its more about how we feel and that is the most important thing ! we can have everything in the world and yet still be miserable inside and i guess if we are in relationship it can be hard for the other person to see you that way , and i guess we end up impacting them even if we don't mean to !x
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