I don't think you love me

I love you

I've said this to you many times

I don't really know

If you've ever said it back

I love you

But I think this love

Is one sided 

I want to talk to you

But your never available 

Whatever your doing is more important

Even your stupid games

They say long distance 

Makes it hard

Its not the distance

It's your ignorance

I love you

Do you love me

I don't know if I can do this

It's one thing 

For me to be in Cali

And you Texas

But now your going to Germany

And you decided not to come home

Not to fly in before you leave 

In the past 10 months

I have only seen you once

And it was only for about an hour 

Maybe an hour and a half

I don't know 

But I do know 

I love you

I refuse to break up over the phone

I want to see you first 

To see if it's all in my head

But when I look at the ring on my finger

I see something I bought 

For me

Because it was pretty

 I say it's from you 

Because you picked it out

You would have gotten it 

But your in Texas

And I'm in Cali

I love you

But I feel conflicted

I love you 

But I feel ignored

I love you

But I feel it's one sided

I love you

But I don't think you love me

Not the way I want to love you

Because I do love you

But 

I don't know if I can marry you