Desire

Desire

All my wishes and all that could have been,

Became a dream I never could reach.

I crave for things I cannot attain.

My brain won’t allow me to make those same mistakes again.

So alone I stay and alone I lay.

I still dream of better days,

But that future seems like it is a long way away.

The rain pours down inside my heart;

It’s cold in this part of my body of scars.

Wounds will not heal, when I can no longer feel,

The warmth of her love,

In this nightmare which has become real.

Dark days are upon us.

Without the opportunity of love, I can be no star.

Love is needed to bring some kind of happiness to my memoir.

I want to have a life where I am allowed to just write,

But that life is unattainable, without a wife.

I need motivation, to change my situation,

But being single makes me,

Apathetic to being all I can be.

Words speaking of sorrow leave me wanting to be more positive,

But I can never forgive and I don’t know how to live,

This never ending story of searching for glory;

Or just acceptance, that my lines are worthy.

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