03.01.18

I.

As much as I talk about how badly I want it,

How badly I miss it,

How much my body craves it;

I am not ready to have sex with someone else again.

But, it happened.

Who knew having a man between my legs

[where I am so used to having a man reside]

Could make me feel so empty

II.

I have spent too many nights 

with him between my legs

to remember what loneliness feels like

.......

I thought sex would make me feel whole again,

but I have never felt so lonely in my life.

[fuck hook up culture]