Replaceable

I promised myself I wouldn't pick up that blade again,

I promised myself that I'd learn to love myself

I broke those promises.

I NEEDED to feel the pain going through my arm

I NEEDED to see the blood rise to the surface of my skin

It's like an addition

Like a drug that I can't stop

My friends keep asking me if I'm ok or if how I'm doing

But I know that they don't really care

I'm just another "emo" kid at school

I'm replaceable

Completely replaceable