CUT: I woke up today.....fuck. Another day.


First thing.....i light my cigarette


Second , i play a song ....i reminisce


Next thing crying and im pleading in my head ....please...make this go away...make me not feel this....just take it away....god my head not blinking...almost catatonic if not on auto pilot....tears running down my heart beating hard like itll lose its place and fall somewhere deep into my in the bathroom.....i open the cabinet...i remember where my mom put the razors. I grab a my bath water.....its hot...makes my skin easier to is blood.....3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10!!!!!.. I watch it seep okay....i can get through today.



  • FallenDreamer09

    Hey Kelly.
    I suffer depression and anxiety too. You've used the exact words that I do to describe my anxiety -'crippling'

    • KelleyT95

      Really? Its good to know honestly!

    • Jeremy Cohen

      I've been through all that minus the depression. The cutting and anxiety I can really relate to. For me the cutting was a release. I am so sorry you are going through this. Try not to cut, but definitely stick around, because writers like you are few and far between. Much love.

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