Pink

Pink red lines
It use to be my secret
But as time went by life
Happens I stopped

That hollow feeling
Pushing me to do it
 The stress of life
Piling on top
My mind fighting
With my feelings 

I wish it would stop
I wish I would fix my self
With a simple slit
But it fixes nothing
But brings regret

Tired of fighting
I wanna give up
I just want to be
Loved ,keep trying
Says the heart in my mind


I pray the Lord to
Take me , an keep
My kids safe
They deserve better then me

I just want you to be happy
But with out me because deep
Down I know you don't love me
I love the family we made