Anxiety

My soul is fading,

I'm slowly loosing myself -

I can't control it.

I sit alone,

These thoughts are taking over,

I don't know who I am anymore,

Neither do those close to me.

My heart pounds so quick

that it feels like it will leap out of my chest.

My throat clenched,

preventing air entering me.

My body wants to give in -

I resist,

This can't be it,

There must be more to life....

surely....

I look to the left,

Then the right,

Left,

Right,

Left....

and breath....

I watch for stares,

I can feel them,

I know they are watching me....

or are they?

Is my mind playing tricks on me?

I don't know anymore,

I have lost all sense of control....