the truth about you

I thought that loving you
Made my world easier
           Yet
What I did not know
          Was
What was truly love
       your eyes
        your smile
        your jokes
     It was all lust.
I had no damn clue who you were were
Yes, I loved your stupid jokes
             but
Stupid jokes don't make you fall in love
                I did.
         It was all me
I made myself love you,
It was easier loving you
           because
     It was so hard
           To 
      Love myself.