Love is Twisted

when two people are dating..

the people around them look at the love birds..

and say thats what love looks like!

and what i say is that this is not what love looks like.

love is not something you can physically see.

love is something you feel.

every couple has a different meaning of love...

every couple has a different perspective on love..

every couple has a different opinion on what love feels like.

love is a tricky feeling and love can take a turn on your heart.

when two people fall in love..

they want to be together forever...

but then they turn out breaking up and fighting and hating each other!

and then the next thing you know the love between them wasnt really love.

thats the worst part...

thinking your in love and then realizing it was never really love.

love is twisted!

in some relationships people are always like "i love you" "i love you more" "i love you most" and so on.

but the thing is that most of those relationships who says that..

its actually true...

let me explain..

you have two people,

the guy says "i love you"..

and the girl says "i love you more".

the thing is that in 50% of relationships that one person actually loves that person more than the other person loves them.

love is twisted!

it can make or break your heart.

when i told my boyfriend at the time in 10th grade (AKA him)..

i said "i love you more"...

i guess it was true because he never really loved me.

and now i have trust issues and issues on how to tell if someone actually loves me or not thanks to him!!!

love is twisted!

i thought i knew what love is...

but every relationship is different.

for some people its love at first sight or they marry their first boyfriend..

but for people like me...

love is twisted!

its like a hallucination!

its like something you can only feel in your dreams...

and thats exactly what it turns out to be...

just a dream...

and then it slowly steers its way into a nightmare and then before you know it..

it has become a scar!!!

love is a dream but not the good kind.

love becomes a nightmare that makes you wake up screaming and gasping for air in the middle of the night!!!

just thinking about how happy i was with that dipshit (AKA him) makes me sick.

love is twisted!

but love isnt the only thing thats twisted.

it makes my stomach turn.

people say "awww your love sick"...

but they dont know the half of it.

ive actually gotten sick from being so heartbroken!!

love isnt just twisting itself...

love is twisting my arms in a knot...

and twisting my legs to look like a rope...

and slowly twisting my heart to explode!!!

love leaves scars..!

emotionally and physically!

love isnt just twisting itself...

its twisting and fucking up my life!!!