Closing doors

Closing doors

Love is waiting for me to choose.

What do I want?  Do I want you?

The past is pulling me away from my future.

Fearful steps forwards or backwards;

Do I want to win her heart or remain a loser?

She is my magnet, drawing me in

And all I can think is I must leave.

All I want is love, but woe is me.

My heart is sad; my only remedy,

Is to leap into love, arms wide open, not scared.

So why do I keep walking away, when I should always be there?

Ready and waiting for the feel of her touch,

Instead I am falling into a hole of despair.

I hate my mind that lies; I’m screaming out for a sign.

Just tell me what to do; help me to find,

The answers I am forever searching for.

When my heart should be welcoming her in,

I am only able to close the door.

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