The Flashbacks That Follow

im sitting in the same spot where we fell in love,

the place where everything went right,

the room where i was happy most...

but the thing is that this same spot is also where we fell apart,

and its the same place where everything went wrong,

and its now the room that haunts me...

it brings flashbacks of the good times..

and it brings back nightmares of all the heartbreak.

but yet i still choose to walk in it everyday..

and i will everyday until i graduate.

its strange how a single room can bring back so many memories.

i still remember your graduation day,

i still remember when i saw you in target,

and i still remember the morning of december 5th.

this whole school haunts me...

every hallway we used to walk through,

every room we sat in,

the gym,

the cafeteria...

every turn i take..

walking where we used to walk..

every memory flashes back to me in a single moment...

to be honest im glad your not here anymore to effortlessly make me fall apart just by seeing your face.

i wish you would have gotten on that plane and never came back.

my sister saw you get out of your new black pick up truck in the parking lot of pet smart...

little did you know i was in khols when you were in pet smart.

everywhere i go the flashbacks of you always follow me.

you broke me into a million pieces...

you didnt kill me..

what really killed me was the flashbacks that follow...