I'm feeling so f****** anxious..
I dont know how i can release some pressure.
This suffocated feeling.
Is it possible without hurting myself?
I know that if i don't alleviate some of this soon then a "mini meltdown" will happen.
Feeling a little paranoid...
Kind of aggravated....even.
The same bad familiar feelings have crept up once more....
Once again.
How could i forget....
I should have known what was instore.
For me anyway.
I couldn't even begin to explain...
What was/is going through my mind...
What feelings i am rushed with.
That familiar feeling that I've had enough.
That attitude where i dont give a stuff.
The bitterness shows its head again.
Laughing at me for still living the same.
Trying to shame..
What a shame....F*** off
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Author:
Melissa Taylor (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: May 13th, 2018 10:59
- Comment from author about the poem: -I wrote this when i felt i couldn't hold anymore of my anxieties/emotions silently in anymore.
- Category: Sad
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Comments2
A frighteningly vivvid read. I know what it is to go down and down. Its a blessing that you were able to write such a piece, hopefully relieving some of your angst. Here on this site its a great way to administer some self therapy thru verse/poetry and hopefully get feed back too. You're definately in good company here.
I love the line, the same bad, familiar feelings have crept up once more. They do creep up. You've written a powerful description of a tortured soul. Dusk is
right. Writing is great therapy. Pour it all into your work. And then share with us because so many of us have been through some tragedies of our own. Thank you for sharing today. Good post, love the f off you give the shame at the end! Just keep kicking it in the face whenever it tries to creep up!
Thank you all for your great conments..they are much appreciatedâș
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