Ill Set You Free

The voices around me,

Say it’ll all be ok.

But the voices inside me,

Speak a different way.

It speaks the truth,

And it doesn’t lie.

It doesn’t pretend,

To like this guy.

I wish today,

To take a deep breath.

Reach my final goal,

And accomplish death.

I don’t want to be here,

I’m done with the game.

Every turn I take, 

Ends up the same.

So here I am,

Finally knelt down.

I’ll dig my own hole,

Six feet in the ground.

I made this mess,

And took all I could

So no one need suffer,

Cause only I should.

How shall I go,

Shall I be patient and wait.

Or end my own life,

And complete my fate.

Don’t answer that,

I’ll figure it out.

So long I am dead,

Don’t matter the route.

Please understand

I love you all.

But my being alive,

Makes good people fall.

 I’m not scared,

I’m ready this time.

Nothing will stop it

I’ll drop dead on a dime.

It’ll be pain full,

But quick in speed.

Removed from this world,

Is what we all need.

Please don’t stand there,

And feel sorry for me,

I’m just a mistake,

Like a rotten seed.

I was once a hero,

In my little one’s eyes.

A blessing to them,

Built on lies.

Please forgive me,

I wasn’t always this way.

How this all happened,

I can’t even say.

But all I can do,

Is fix this wrong.

It’ll be over soon,

It won’t take too long.

So move over world,

And you’ll clearly see.

The last breath I take,

Will set you free.