I'm not going to kill myself. As much as I told myself that I eventually would, I could never have the heart to do that. Especially not after realizing what kind of damage it would do to the people I care for. It's either end my life or continue to live & deal with the fucked up circumstances I have to endure with the probabilty of it getting worse until I eventually die. Sometimes you have to choose the less of two evils. Life can be like that. But still, I wish that somehow I would turn into ashes & be blown away. Never to be seen or heard from again.
Harmless.
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I understand this so much. I've attempted suicide 5 times, yet I understand the damage it would do. Sometimes I feel selfish for it... I don't even know who I am anymore.
I'm sorry all that happened to you. Please don't feel selfish, it's hard. I hope that we'll both feel better in the future. Thanks for reading my poem. ♥
Stay strong. I know it is hard to fight, but keep at it for those little moments of light that make us remember why we keep breathing anyway
Thank you so much. ♥
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