Burden Of Love

Everything in me tries to let go, part of me still wants you in my life to make me whole, thinking of all the wrongs you have done I will never forgive you for, also remembering the good makes me want to stay for more, maybe if I make posts in social media about what I want will help me get you off of my mind but all I’m really posting is what I had this whole time but I don’t want to admit it because I gave you so much love and all I got in return was pain metaphorically you drive off while I’m stuck standing in the rain but I can’t get the thought of you out of my brain, I try and try again but feel like I’m going insane, but being in love with you was the burden I chose to obtain