I cut myself today

sad__butterfly

I cut myself today

I cut myself today no I’m not looking for sympathy and attention isn’t what I’m seeking I’m just in a lot of pain.


I cut myself today cause once again mommy made me feel worthless today cause I’m too fat or not pretty enough but she said she was just playing so I guess that makes it okay.


I cut myself today it felt different it really hurt this time I got tears in my eyes and blood stains on my wrist I didn’t want to do it but the voices in my head made it okay.


I cut myself today I prayed to god but he didn’t answer I texted my bestie to talk about it but she didn’t answer either.


I cut myself today but i guess I went to sleep cause there’s blood everywhere how do I explain this to my mom she’s gonna be so pissed at me.


I cut myself today but this is the last time I’ll ever do it the razor can’t hurt me anymore cause mommy finally lowered me into the ground today.

  • Author: sad__butterfly (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 2nd, 2018 01:37
  • Category: Unclassified
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Comments2

  • sylviasearcher

    Hey sad butterfly. Message me if you want to talk.

    I understand the need to make inner turmoil more real and tangible by turning it into physical pain. Wounds heal but without support or strength the inner wounds bleed on.

    I have children so have to find other ways to deal with my pain.

    Writing helps.

    I hope writing this gave you a safer way of expressing your pain 💜

    • sad__butterfly

      Thank you and writing does help with it a lot

    • BRIAN & ANGELA

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