empty

chaaz

empty

the monsters are back

they are stronger than ever

they want to start another battle

but maybe instead of fighting,

i might just let them win this time

 

every inch of me was aching

every inch of me begging

but now i am numb

finding comfort in suffering

finding control in pain

 

but now my numbness is coming to an end

and im looking forward for it to end

 

at this moment,im braver than ever

number than ever

the monsters are haunting me now

but they cant forever

 

so i decide to wear a white dress

take a knife

get into the bath

and bring an end to my numbness, thinking i defeated them all

  • Author: agirlwithabrokenheart (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 3rd, 2018 10:20
  • Comment from author about the poem: This poem was written by me when i was slowly falling into the dark cave of depression. the poem is about a girl who is suicidal and a person who has dealt with depression before. she is suicidal and at the end of the poem she does succeed in killing herself. but the meaning of the poem is that the girl dies thinking she defeated her demons and won the battle of depression, but thats not the case. suicide is not an option. killing yourself doesn't mean you won the war. there's always a way. the girl in the poem was wrong to think she defeated her demons.if you really want to defeat your monsters, then get help or allow yourself to get better.it may take sometime but just remember there's always someone who cares about you.there will always be someone who will care and grieve if you die. You are not alone.. love , the girlwithabrokenheart
  • Category: Sad
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  • Netashi

    Very emotional, welcome to Mps, very nice first poem

    • chaaz

      thank you...❤️

      • Netashi

        Anytime kiddo

      • BRIAN & ANGELA

        HI CHAAZ ~ Welcome to MPS ~ Thanks for your first POEM ~ Well written but a sad subject ! We all have MONSTERS and they dont disappear but sometimes they go away for a while ! SUICIDE is not the answer ~ we only have one life and its too precious to waste. I overcome my MONSTERS by being more Spiritual and the Power of Positive thinking. There are lots of nice POEMS on my site (which i share with my Fiancee ANGELA) which you are welcome to enjoy ! The way MPS works is we read each others Poems and comment. You can aslo build up a group of MPS FRIENDS ~ OK ~ Thanks for caring and sharing your poem. YOURS BRIAN (UK) Angela is in New Zealand on a work exchange ! I have added you as an MPS FRIEND ~ OK

        • chaaz

          i agree with you, suicide is not an option...thanks a lot brian 😘



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