Out of time

I used to play the piano all the time

I couldn’t go a few day without playing it

And when we traveled I’d be dying to play it

Now I rarely touch the keys
I’m too busy to even bother

I haven’t played like I used to in months
It’s so sad
And i want to play
But I’m so busy

I love to play
I just don’t really have time
Anymore

I get home
I relax for awhile
And then go see the horses

I don’t have time
And it’s so sad
I don’t have time

I don’t have time for so many things

I love to read
But I haven’t truly read a book in my free time

Not like I used to
I’m running out of time

I don’t know what to do
I want the old me
The always happy me
The one that reads
The one that plays the piano for hours

But she’s lost
She’s buried away
And I don’t know where
And I don’t know how
To get her back

And I’m afraid I can’t try
Because I don’t have time

I don’t have time
I’m running out
I’m slowly falling apart
And I need help

Some people show stress easily
But I don’t
I just pretend I’m not
Because maybe then I won’t be
But I am
I have been for so long
I’ve pretty much been stressed since June

Everyday I worry
And every night it hunts me down
And taunts me

And I don’t know what to do
Because I don’t have time
I’m running out
I’m slowly falling apart
I need help

And I’m broken
Shattered apart
By this monsterous world