Chosen Memories

Clara

Memories are choices, yes?

'Cos I can't seem to shake the sound he made upon my chest

Yet, promises, vows or that important test

No, I can't contain that, I guess.

 

But, damn, the smell of oil against his collar

Or the way he breathes me in

The look in his eye when he watches me... Oh yes, they play like a movie for me 

Sold out and on repeat, no doubt. 

 

Please understand, with him I can focus on every small detail 

I could paint you the perfect picture! 

He's not like anyone I've ever met before 

Think of the greatest person who makes you feel complete

And then imagine... He's not yours to keep. 

 

You see, those memories are my only proof of a year spent, best forgotten 

But my mind and treacherous heart play our love on a continuous deceitful loop

So much so, he's become my Holy Grail or indeed, my Fountain of Youth. 

 

I must admit, I don't fight this or try to redirect 

Yes, I have chosen his sequels over what's best

Like living my life with integrity, honour and virtue.. 

So please, leave me to rest 

I must tender these memories

I must not forget!

 

  • Author: Clara Ipsum (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 5th, 2020 09:52
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  • dusk arising

    Blissful. So often we read on MPS of love which didn't last recounted in bitter and negative words. Whereas you (and me) rejoice the joy love brought to us for a time. A sad loss followed but oh my, what times we had.... we should rejoice our memories of the most joyous times.

    I loved reading your love poem. Refreshing and joyous... two of the virtues of love itself.

    • Clara

      Well said my friend! Love brings treasured moments and those should never be forgotten when it ends. Rather to have loved and lost, than to have not loved at all as they say. Thanks for reading and stopping by! Pleased you enjoyed it.

    • dusk arising

      Blissful. So often we read on MPS of love which didn't last recounted in bitter and negative words. Whereas you (and me) rejoice the joy love brought to us for a time. A sad loss followed but oh my, what times we had.... we should rejoice our memories of the most joyous times.

      I loved reading your love poem. Refreshing and joyous... two of the virtues of love itself.

    • Saxon Crow

      Soooooooooooo been there done that, secretly living it in my memories too. However, I found the reality of what I had became a fanciful fantasy in the end. But this poem, totally brings it all back. Brilliant!

      • Clara

        Hi, thank you so much! Pleased you enjoyed it.

      • FredPeyer

        So well written Clara, yes we must savior the past even if it hurts sometimes.

        • Clara

          Most definitely. Rather to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. At least that's what they say!

        • Goldfinch60

          Those passed loves were our loves at that time and for that reason they are always special as your words portray so well.

          Andy



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