The Man I Am

Accidental Poet



It's 4 AM

Who am I kidding?

So much for

A restful night sleeping

 

The wheels go round and round

Inside my mind

Aimless thoughts

On the race track of time

 

Where I’m going

And where I’ve been

The future and past

Shadows of when

 

As seconds tick by

I contemplate my being

And who belongs to

The thoughts I’m keeping

 

Upon the scale of life

Weighing the years

Under the microscope

A wide range of fears

 

Why is it

I’m never satisfied

Mediocre results

No matter how hard I tried

 

Is this the existence?

I was meant to live

Is there not more?

More of me to give

 

Somewhere the conveyor of life

Will deliver me to

My final resting place

My destination so true

 

And when I get there

Maybe then I’ll understand

Why I’m studying

The man I am

 

Copyright © Accidental Poet 2015

  • Author: Sharon\'s Poet (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 23rd, 2020 18:31
  • Category: Reflection
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  • orchidee

    Good write AP.
    We dunno what we want:
    In Summer: gets light too quick - can't sleep as it doesn't seem like night-time.
    In Winter: gets light too late - don't like dark mornings!
    I will see and listen to the clip when I got a spare 8 hours!

    • Accidental Poet

      Orchi, you don't have to spend all 8 hours watching the video. But you might if KP is with you.

      • orchidee

        Thanks AP. I think I will see all the video, as KP is not going out today! lol.

      • Goldfinch60

        Well you are not there yet and there is still so much to do before you (and I) reach that final resting place. Each new day is so special in our lives.

        Andy

        • Accidental Poet

          Yes Andy, I'm enjoying each new day also. Some of what I post are ramblings from a few years ago. I have a few more recent poems you'll see soon. Thanks for the read and comments.



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