I used to like cold showers
After a long day at work
Or a hot day in the sun
But lately it feels too cold
I feel almost empty
So I turn the water up
And even higher still
Until I feel the steam and the sting
The water feels almost burning
Yet it doesn't feel like enough
I turn it all the way over
Then I sit on the floor and wait
While the water burns
My skin red
The steam clearing my nose
I sit there
Awaiting some sweet relief
Yet all I feel is the emptiness
I try to cry but nothing comes out
There's nothing I can do anymore
I miss the feeling of the cold
Wishing I could go back in time
Back when the cold was relaxing
When I was called the ice princess
When everyone would wonder how I did it
Barefoot in the snow
But I haven't been her in a long time
The hot water only hurts me more
I turn the handle
More and more to the opposite side
I feel the cold pierce my skin
It almost feels painful
Yet not as painful as my mind
I let the cold water flow
My body starts to feel numb
The handle turns more
Suddenly there is no more water
I stand there alone
Naked
Disappointed
My mind continues to wonder
Yet there's no time to ponder
I grab my towel and leave the room
My expression blank
My mind full
I used to like cold showers
- Author: Cali Kittana (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: July 20th, 2020 22:28
- Comment from author about the poem: My apologies for being gone for so long. First, my computer needed a new hard drive, then I just didn't have it in me to write. I'm sorry if I worried anyone.
- Category: Unclassified
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Comments4
'My expression blank, My mind full'
wonderful depth of self-awareness and insight
hope you find the 'warm' paths of life soon
i can read a lot into this - great write Cali
There is something about this piece. I am not sure, but I like it. I am happy that you found the desire to write again.
Jesus heals.
Persistence is key
The two extremes both needing water. Lovely choice of metaphor. Stay out of the water and you won't get ........
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